Ups, Down's and a comfy spot
Hi my Baby Boy.
Yesterday felt like I'd just realized you wern't here all over again.
I miss you so much. I felt a combination of raw terror, anger, and pain that you wern't here, mixed with a healthy dose of complete emptyness. It was a very scary place for me to be. I could only curl up and cry.
I did find a place to curl up in though. Right in the corner of the room, beside your dresser. There I could just let it all out and scream and cry. Just when I thought there couldn't be a tear left, a new wave would crash into me, and it would come tearing out of me again.
And then, your Daddy came home. I felt like I'd been saved. He held me up.
And today, he got me up, and I went into work. I had an Ok day. I was exhausted. My stomach still hurts I miss you so much. But I know you would want to see me smile, so I will keep on going on.
I love you to the Moon and Back Baby Boy...
Love Momma
Yesterday felt like I'd just realized you wern't here all over again.
I miss you so much. I felt a combination of raw terror, anger, and pain that you wern't here, mixed with a healthy dose of complete emptyness. It was a very scary place for me to be. I could only curl up and cry.
I did find a place to curl up in though. Right in the corner of the room, beside your dresser. There I could just let it all out and scream and cry. Just when I thought there couldn't be a tear left, a new wave would crash into me, and it would come tearing out of me again.
And then, your Daddy came home. I felt like I'd been saved. He held me up.
And today, he got me up, and I went into work. I had an Ok day. I was exhausted. My stomach still hurts I miss you so much. But I know you would want to see me smile, so I will keep on going on.
I love you to the Moon and Back Baby Boy...
Love Momma
posted by Joe & Karen | 8:09 PM
3 Comments:
Sending you tons of hugs. I wish I could wrap my arms around you & take away your pain...I feel it radiating from you. I hope you you a better rest of the week. Take care dear girl...I love you!!
Blessed be...
Im so sorry for your pain! Its such a long process,this grief.
I think about you 2 often and pray that as the days go by,peace will overcome grief for you.
Loves and cuddles
You are cared for more than you know. You are always in my prayers an doften in my thoughts.
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