These few days...
Good Morning my Baby Boy.
I'm so torn between being angry, and happy. I made a list the other day of why I've been so angry, and the top 3 reasons are that
1. You arn't here
2. Tomorrow is your first birthday, and I can't have you here to celebrate it
3. Realizing that this marks our "year of firsts" but it really isn't going to make a difference wheather its our year of firsts, or tenth. You still arn't going to be able to be here
I want though, to be happy tomorrow. It is the day you were born, and I got to meet you, see your face, your nose, your red hair... That in itself is worth celebrating forever for. You are, and always will be my Son. Regardless of where you are. You are in my heart.
I love you, to the Moon and Back.
Love,
Momma
I'm so torn between being angry, and happy. I made a list the other day of why I've been so angry, and the top 3 reasons are that
1. You arn't here
2. Tomorrow is your first birthday, and I can't have you here to celebrate it
3. Realizing that this marks our "year of firsts" but it really isn't going to make a difference wheather its our year of firsts, or tenth. You still arn't going to be able to be here
I want though, to be happy tomorrow. It is the day you were born, and I got to meet you, see your face, your nose, your red hair... That in itself is worth celebrating forever for. You are, and always will be my Son. Regardless of where you are. You are in my heart.
I love you, to the Moon and Back.
Love,
Momma
posted by Joe & Karen | 9:43 AM
5 Comments:
Dear Joe and Karen,
I will be thinking about you all day tomorrow. I so remember that first birthday and feeling exactly what you do. I felt ticked because we could not celebrate with "wee'un". But we did go and celebrate. My husband and I went to dinner and celebrated the wee life we shared and the closeness that his life brought to us. I will be praying and sending you strength.
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Dear Joe and Karen,
I will be thinking about you all day tomorrow. I so remember that first birthday and feeling exactly what you do. I felt ticked because we could not celebrate with "wee'un". But we did go and celebrate. My husband and I went to dinner and celebrated the wee life we shared and the closeness that his life brought to us. I will be praying and sending you strength.
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Dear Joe and Karen,
I will be thinking about you all day tomorrow. I so remember that first birthday and feeling exactly what you do. I felt ticked because we could not celebrate with "wee'un". But we did go and celebrate. My husband and I went to dinner and celebrated the wee life we shared and the closeness that his life brought to us. I will be praying and sending you strength.
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Dear Joe and Karen,
I will be thinking about you all day tomorrow. I so remember that first birthday and feeling exactly what you do. I felt ticked because we could not celebrate with "wee'un". But we did go and celebrate. My husband and I went to dinner and celebrated the wee life we shared and the closeness that his life brought to us. I will be praying and sending you strength.
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Sorry!!!! Blogger and I seem to be having a few issues this morning. Please remove the errors. Sorry.
XO
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