Back to myself

Hi Mr. Twinkle Toes. I'm putting this in writing for you, and everyone who reads this... I am determined to put one foot in frount of the other and start moving to get back into exercising and eating heatlthily. I'm not sure I know how to get myself back, or if I even want myself back without you, but I know for your Daddy I want to be healthy and feel better, and I hope that will make you smile too Baby Boy. I'm scared, my stomach hurts, but I want you to see me and smile, knowing that I'll be healthier and happier for your Daddy, and for my love for you.
I love you
Moma