I was all ready Buddy
Hi Jack
Dad here. I just keep thinking I was all ready to be a Dad, I was all ready for the responsibility that goes along with it. I couldn't wait to look after you and your Mom, now I just feel like givin' up sometimes, your Mom's sad, and i'm sad and i'm also trying to keep your Mom's spirits up, it's really hard. I don't think it would have been as hard if we didn't get to see you and touch you and hold you and talk to you, I would never take back the time we had together, but sometimes I feel that if we hadn't met it would have been easier (I hate myself for even saying that).
Sorry Buddy, I love you and your Momma so much, I know one day your Momma and I will give you a little brother or sister but you have to know that you are our first baby and we will never ever forget you Buddy.
Love
Dad
Dad here. I just keep thinking I was all ready to be a Dad, I was all ready for the responsibility that goes along with it. I couldn't wait to look after you and your Mom, now I just feel like givin' up sometimes, your Mom's sad, and i'm sad and i'm also trying to keep your Mom's spirits up, it's really hard. I don't think it would have been as hard if we didn't get to see you and touch you and hold you and talk to you, I would never take back the time we had together, but sometimes I feel that if we hadn't met it would have been easier (I hate myself for even saying that).
Sorry Buddy, I love you and your Momma so much, I know one day your Momma and I will give you a little brother or sister but you have to know that you are our first baby and we will never ever forget you Buddy.
Love
Dad
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You know what Joe? I understand exactly what you are sayin. And I think any normal person would feel the same way. Its going to take a lot of time. You and Karen have been through a lot.Your both in my thoughts.
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