I wish I was 2

Hi Baby Boy, as the heading says, I wish I was 2 again. Then I could stomp my feet, scream "Its no fair" and no one would think anything of it. I suppose I still could, but I know thats not going to change anything. I couldn't get a candy bar for a temper tantrum like I used to in the store, a tempertantrum isn't going to bring you back. I just don't want to admit what I know in my heart. I don't want to admit that you can't be with us, it hurts too much. This is I supose what denial is. Just part of what we have to work though. This really $#*(#%$@ sucks. I don't want to work through anything.
I love you Baby Boy, to the moon and back
Moma