Pictures of you

Hi Baby Boy, we went to see Uncle Tom and Aunt Tara today, and the boys. I brought your scrap book to show everyone, and I am so proud of it, but it also makes me so sad, and angry. Your Daddy and I should have you with us to take to visit, not a stupid book of pictures. I feel really quite pathetic, telling everyone I'm so exited for them to see the pictures, when all I want to have is you to show. Its not fair, and I'm angry that I am so angry and sad, I don't like to feel like this, I don't know how to make it stop. I want you to see me smile, and hear me laugh. One day Jack you'll hear me laugh, just not today. I love you Mr. Twinkle Toes
Love, Moma