A Test

Hi Baby Boy, today feels like a test of my strength, and I don't know if I'm up to the challenge. I'm tired, and I miss you more than the world, and I hate that I can't pick you up out of the picture and hold you in my arms. Somehow under all this sadness I have to pick myself up and get through every day. Your daddy is one strong man, he inspires me to get up everyday, I know you would have his strength. Today I am thankful for my doctors, who are all working to help me through this and make sure I get through this healthily
Love you Baby Boy
Moma