Happy Mother's Day

Hi Baby Boy, I'm having a lot of trouble getting to sleep tonight. I miss you so much, my stomach hurts again, and I'm thinking about how this is supposed to be my first Mother's Day... But what kind of day can I have when I don't know what kind of Mother I am without you here. I'll put it out there and maybe you can give me a sign, or someone reading this can give me some advice... I just don't know what to do... all I know is that I love you to the moon and back
Love me,
your Momma