Up and down kinda Day

Hey Buddy

Dad here, I've been havin' kinda a Up and Down kinda day. I saw a lady this morning with a baby that would be the same age as you and it got me thinking, i'm not really the sun loving person, I usually like the dark days , but I got thinking about how sunny today was and how much fun your momma and I would have had taking you out for walks in your cool stroller and having people look at you and say how cute you are (You took after your Momma). I felt sad and kinda mad that all you got to see was the inside of the hospitals, you never even got to see the sunshine. Everything I have read and what people have said, they say that your Momma and I will go through phases like these , where we will feel O.K. then we will feel sad or mad. I guess i'm just mad at all of these people who have babies, sometimes 2 or 3 and I just wonder why we can't have just 1 (That's you), it's not fair.
Well Dad was up late last night so I'm gonna start to wind down and get some sleep soon.
Love ya Buddy

Dad