Make a Wish

Hi Baby Boy, after being so adament that I didn't want a birthday this year, I've decided that I do want something. I want to be happy and healthy. Not only for myself, but especially for your Daddy, and for you. When you had to leave us, I didn't get to promise you anything, and on my birthday you won't be here to help me blow out the candles and make a wish, so I'm going to do both now. (I can't tell you my wish or it won't come true) but I can tell you my promises. I promise you Baby Boy, to always love your Daddy, and to love you. I promise to start eating healthier and exercising regularly again. I know that you'd want to see me be a kick ass Momma, just like I would have been if you were still here. So I'm going to do that for you. Instead of getting a pop in the morning, I'm going to treat myself to a blackberry tea. Yummy. I know you'll be the good angel on my sholder helping me to make the right choices. I love you to the moon and back Mr. Twinkle Toes, I'll do a dance for you on my birthday.
Love Momma