One foot in frount of the other...

Hi Baby Boy,
I figured I'd post a note, I know you've been watching over the events of this week, and know that I am going to be ok.
For others who may pop by to read, I've had a rotten week. I had a big set back, and am now on another 2 week leave from work, likely though it will be extended longer, and I'll hopefully get involved in a treatment program at the hospital for managing depression and anxiety.
I wish I knew why this happens, I was doing great at work. I know you were proud of me Jack, taking that new training and everything. Now I feel like I've really dissapointed everyone, again.
All I can do is keep trying to put one foot in frount of the other.
My hamster Arnold is really ill. It's time I think that he is going to pass away soon. I hope you'll be waiting for him Jack, you can have your very own pet! I would have given you any pet you wanted. Arnold is very lovely, I know when he is ready to meet you, you'll take good care of him. He really loves apples!
I love you Mr. Twinkle Toes. To the Moon and Back. I miss you.
Love
Momma