Fairy Day

Hi Mr. Twinkle Toes, I'm sure you'd be just as pleased as your Daddy is, to know that today is Fairy Day. You know I'd have you out and about with bubbles and sparkles dancing around the town... So I'll go out this afternoon, and I'll dance and blow bubbles, and I'll miss you terribly. I love you so much Baby Boy. Maybe you're up there on a fluffy white cloud dancing right along with me...
Love Momma

Coffee Time

Morning Buddy


Just sitting here drinking my morning coffe and thinking about heading into work in a couple of hours. I think your Mom and I will go up to Mono Cliffs park this weekend for a good hike just to see what we are in for on the 9th of July. It's kind of a dreary here today, no sun, your Momma is still sleeping (I guess I should get her up soon). I really think people don't comprehend sometimes what your Momma and I have been through, mabey they don't think that it was that traumatic, or devastaing, or mabey they just don't think, sometimes we don't want to see pictures of other babies or talk about other babies, then somedays we are O.K., but just to be on the safe side mabey people should just not bring up the topic of other babies for the next little while (At least that's my opinon, mabey your Momma's is different) . It was your 4 month B-day on wednesday, by the way Happy be-lated B-day Buddy !!!! . Well I think I'll go and wake up your Momma.

Have a good Day Buddy

Love

Dad

Lightening

Good Afternoon my Baby Boy, I was looking out the window last night, watching the lightening, listening to the thunder and thinking of you. I was thinking about the beautiful post your Daddy wrote on our first blog, just after you passed on. Daddy said it best. You came into this world with all the thunder and lightening we expected. You were a true red head, just like your Momma. I was thinking about what a powerful force of nature lightening is. In one single moment, almost before you even see it, it's gone, yet it affects you for a lifetime. That is how I feel about you my Baby Boy. You have affected me for a lifetime, and I am so thankful for being given the opportunity to be your Momma. Even if for only 9 months and a day and a half. I was the best Momma I could be, and I love you to the moon and back.
Love Momma
P.s. I do owe a special thank you to Grandma W. for showing me with both actions, words, and by example how to be a good Momma because she was the best.

Father's Day Part 2

Hey Buddy

I guess you saw your Momma and I today. We had a good day out and we both thought about you quite a bit today. Your Momma is an amazing person and I am so lucky that she is with me. I really wish you could have been here with us today, but I know that wasn't possible, but as you always know you are always here with us in our hearts. Here is a picture I took of your Momma and me at a tree at Mono Cliffs provincial Park, it was so nice there.

Thank you so much for a good father's day

Love your Father

xoxoxoxo

Butterfly's & Dragonflys

Hi Baby Boy, It's late, and I hope you're sunggled in for a good nights sleep. Daddy and I had a good day. We missed you so much, but we found the Mono Cliffs Provincial Park, where we are doing the walk in July. While we were there we saw beautiful butterflys and dragonflys, wild flowers and huge trees. We thought of you. I blew bubbles outside for you, and laughed when your Daddy grrrred because the bubbles also flew in the car... Since I'm not so good at the technical stuff, I'll let Daddy post the pictures we took today for you to see. I wish so much you were here, I love you so much Mr. Twinkle Toes, I know that you are wishing Daddy a very "Happy Daddy's Day".
Love Momma

Father's Day

Hey Buddy

It's your Dad here

Well Today (It's after 12 am) is father's day. I really wish you were here with me to celebrate it with me. Today I drove around and all I saw was father's with their sons, it really hurts to know that I will never push you in your really cool stroller or teach you to ride your bike or to tell you about the birds and bees. I wanted to be your dad so bad. I sure do miss you buddy, especially today. I think your Momma and I are going to go for a drive and get out of town for the day.
Love you my Son


Love

Dad