Talkin' about my Boy

Hey Buddy. It's friday and I have the day off (With Pay Yeah!!!) Your Mom and I are just takin' it easy. I'm going tonight to see Randy and Mr.Lahey from the Trailer Park Boys in Barrie (You know how much your Dad loves that show), the show isn't until 10:30 P.M. tonight so your Dad is gonna be 1 tired guy tommorow. Your Momma and I went to Barrie last night to a metting to talk to other people who don't have their children with them anymore (Mabey you have met some of them), the one lady there also had a little boy named Jackson, he sounded like he would have been pretty cool for you to hang out with. I gave everyone the address of this site so they can see how your Momma and I are doing and mabey it will help them out a little bit. They all thought it was pretty cool that you are sitting on your shelf in your bedroom inside Darth Vadar:)
Well I'm gonna go get some lunch and get ready for tonight!

Love ya Buddy

Dad

I'm so sorry

Hi Baby Boy, I've been feeling so guilty lately, and like I've let everyone down. I hate that this had to happen to you. You are such a beautiful baby, you didn't deserve for this to happen, and neither did your daddy and I. I know I didn't cause this to happen, and I know no one blames me, but I am blaming myself, and I have to find a way to stop this. I am writing to say I am so sorry, to you, my baby boy, and to your daddy, and to everyone else. Maybe now I can start letting myself slowly off the hook. I'm going to walk in the sunshine, and be thankful for a nice day to remember you with.
All my love to you,
Moma

Missing brain cells

Hi Baby Boy, it must be true that after having a baby, you don't regain all of your brain cells: I didn't mention your cousins Nolan and Aidan. Although they are still so very young, their daddy will make sure they grow up to be the kind of men I would want you to be like too.
Love Moma

Part 2

Good Morning Baby Boy
Today I am going to give thanks to the men in my life, for without whom equally I wouldn't get through this time... so first to YOU. You Jack have been the most influential teacher I have ever had. I love you more than the moon and stars, so Thank you. Also, to your Daddy, my love, you know too how wonderful he is, I don't have to say anything else. And to My Daddy, Grandpa W, Uncles Albert, Tom and Paul, cousins Stew, Luke, Ethan and Logan (whom you would be happy to know is still swinging from the stairs- always has, always will). I couldn't have hand picked a better bunch of men to teach you what it meens to "Be a man" they are fantastic, so watch over them, and take notes Ok Mr. I love you, I miss you with all my heart.
Love Moma

Where does the time go?

Hey there Buddy

Can you believe that in a couple of hours you were born 2 whole months ago. I really can't believe that it's been that long. 2 months, were did the time go, I thought by now I would feel better, but I feel like I'm getting worse, people that have not lost a child have no clue what your Mom and I our going through. I guess what gets me is seeing people bring little guys into the store that would be about your age and wondering what you would have been like, what your hair would have looked like by now, would you have been a big baby or a tiny baby (If your like your Dad a big baby). People say that you have to get on with your life, but you know what, I don't want to, I want to stay were I am because I still remember you right now.
Love you always Buddy

Dad

Thanks

Hi Baby Boy, I realized I hadn't posted any Thanks for the last couple of days, and I would have tought you how to be thankful, so I do want to keep up with that... Today I am very thankful for the women around me, who have been more of a support than thanks can say... You Grandma Townes and Wetherald, your Aunties Sarah, Tara, and Nadia, also your cousin Taylor. All of whom are so special to me, and without, I couldn't get through this. A special thank you to Taylor, for the beautiful pictures she drew for us, I'm sure you've seen them in your room. Daddy and I treasure them very much.
I love you Mr. Twinkle Toes,
Moma

Sun in the Park

Hi Baby Boy, It's late for me, but I wanted to know if you saw Daddy and I at the park today. We always love going to the park and sitting at the table with tea (for me) and coffee (for daddy). It was nice and warm out, lots of kids running around and playing on the swings. It made me smile, and miss you terribly. We thought of having you Jack, pushing your stroller through the park. But we will still go, and smile, thinking of you watching us. I think you'd want us to still go to the park, next time I'll bring some bubbles.
Love you so much Baby Boy.
Love Moma