Letter's to Jack

This Blog will be made up of letter's writen to our son Jack , who even though he is not with us physically ,he will always be in hearts. If people would like to make a donation in Jack's name, please make it to The Hospital for Sick Children. Thank You

Saturday, September 23, 2006

P.B.S.O. Fun Walk



Hi Buddy



Well as you saw today your Momma and I with some other really terrific people all got together and raised some money for a really improtant cause and had some fun at the same time. You know your Momma goes to a group to talk about you and her feelings with some other people who's little babies also have left them to live where you are right now, the group is called PBSO. I can't begin to tell you how thankfull I am for this group, it has helped you Momma out so much. Here's you Momma at the park:


I think the most important thing about today for your Momma was getting to meet Lori, here's a great picture of the both of them:



Since you left us Buddy Lori has been such a help to your Momma and I with her kind words of hope and encouragement, we do not know where to begin to express our thanks to her, I guess all we can say is, Thanks Lori:) and it was so nice seeing you again today.


Your Momma and I were the last ones in from the walk, but we didn't care. The day was about us and you and just enjoying our time together, because I know that's what you would have wanted us to do.


Love ya Buddy


Dad

Thursday, September 21, 2006

7

Hi Mr. Twinkle Toes,
I hope I havn't scared you this week. I've done a good job scaring myself and your Daddy though. I've had a really rough week, and I'm so sad, and I miss you so much. I hate that no matter how hard I wish I know I can't have you back. It was 7 months ago today that I had you. You were born at 3:17 am. You passed away at 4:47 pm, 7 months ago tomorrow. My most favorite song from Prince is 7... and the number 7 represents a confermation that you're on the right path. That is too funny, since I can't see where I'm walking right now, let alone be walking along a path. I'll just keep trusting that sooner or later I'll know what it is I'm supposed to know.
On Saturday Daddy and I are going to the walk for P.B.S.O, and I'll get to see Lori there. I'm really looking forward to it, and your Uncle Al, Auntie Sarah and cousins Nolan and Aidan will be there too. I'll be sure to get that Daddy of yours to take lots of pictures.
I love you, to the Moon and Back Baby Boy
Love Momma

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Family



Hi Baby Boy, I'm getting tired after a busy day. Daddy and I drove to Toronto and saw your cousins Nolan and Aidan this morning. They are getting so big! Nolan can count to 10, and Aidan is starting to crawl. I wondered a lot today, if you were here, if youd be as big as Aidan, if you'd be trying to crawl, or if you'd just sit back and let everyone do eveything for you... I love seeing our family, but it makes me miss you so much. Sometimes its hard to come home to Stanley the cat, and Arnold (our hamster) because I'd rather have you. I'm trying to get better, I'm starting a new exercise tomorrow called Iron Yoga. Its yoga poses with free weights. Its time for me to come back, I know I've been saying that for a while, but this time I'm going to try even harder.
I love you to the moon and back Mr. Twinkle Toes. You give me strength everyday.
Love Momma