Letter's to Jack

This Blog will be made up of letter's writen to our son Jack , who even though he is not with us physically ,he will always be in hearts. If people would like to make a donation in Jack's name, please make it to The Hospital for Sick Children. Thank You

Friday, June 09, 2006

Blow Little Leaf

Hi Baby Boy,
Daddy and I were out for a drive this evening, and ended up in Barrie. So up I went to see Kathy Body (the coolest tattoo artist ever~ She Rocks~) I told her about the card we got, with the line "blow little leaf to a beautiful someplace" and the idea I have for your tattoo. I'm going to get a little leaf blowing, and insead of the stem, have it be a little J. It makes me think of you flying around, and I love it in the fall when the leaves blow all around. So on July 24, at 4 pm. I hope you'll be with me while I get my tattoo (sorry Grandma and Grandpa W, and Uncle Al, I can hear the grrrrssss from here) But I can't wait as Kathy is doing it, and it is so special to me. Just wanted to share that with you Baby Boy. I love you, so much, even more than to the moon and back.
Love Momma

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Dreams & Birds Singing

Hi Mr. Twinkle Toes.
Its another beautiful day, the birds are really singing out there. I had a dream last night, there was a huge red and yellow snake under the dock in the lake, and when I leaned over to look (and you know how scared of snakes I am~ its self torture I think to look) but the snake jumped out of the water at me, and I caught it... I held the snake for a minute, looked at it, and then let it go back into the water. This to me tells me that although I am so scared of getting back into shape, physically and emotionally healthy again, I can get a hold of my fears, look at it for what it is and then let it go gently so I can move on. I will never stop wishing and wanting you back, but I know you have something to do somewhere, and I think you'd want Daddy and I to have a baby sibling for you. So this morning Daddy called and woke me up (at 10 am) and I got out my weights and treadmill and got to work. I feel good today. I know you're smiling at me.
I love you to the moon and back. I'll always dance for you my Baby Boy.
Love Momma

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Your Mommas beautiful Flowers

Hi Jack

Dad here

Just wanted to put up a few pictures of your Mommas beautiful flowers to see, I hope you enjoy them











. Your Momma is in Toronto today and will be home this afternoon (I sure did miss her when I woke up this morning), but I at least knew that you were here to keep me company. Well I should get ready for work :(

Here's a picture of your Momma and I on sunday outside enjoying the sun with your Grandma Townes


Have a good day Buddy

Love your Dad

Monday, June 05, 2006

Big day in the city

Hi Baby Boy,
I'm driving to Toronto tonight to see Grandma and Grandpa W. also to see my doctor tomorrow... I'm nervous about leaving Daddy all night, so will you please watch over him tonight? I know you do every night though, Thank you Baby boy. What do you think of all the flowers I planted yesterday? I'll have to get Daddy to post a picture for everyone to see. Today is harder than others. I miss you so much. My Mr. Twinkle Toes, Daddy found the fishbone c.d for me to listen to in the car. I'll turn it right up for you to hear so you can dance with me.
I love you to the moon and back
Love Momma