Letter's to Jack

This Blog will be made up of letter's writen to our son Jack , who even though he is not with us physically ,he will always be in hearts. If people would like to make a donation in Jack's name, please make it to The Hospital for Sick Children. Thank You

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Doctors

Hi Baby Boy,

We have been doing well here the past couple of days. I think it helped so much that I had my support group on Thursday night. Another couple was there, that was at the very first meeting Daddy and I went to, only 3 weeks after you left us. Their son Tommy passed away the day before you. Maybe you and Tommy are best frieds up there, and like your Daddy and Uncle Paul getting into all sorts of stuff. I talked a lot to Tommy's Momma. We both have been having a very hard year, and it was comforting to know there is someone who knows, though I wish no one knew.
Today Daddy and I are taking your puppy Champ to the vets for the first time. I can't help but think that I should have you, and been taking you to the doctors. I guess in your time here you sure saw enough though. You know the Doctors you saw, they are the best of the best. Dr. Cambridge, he's taking good care of me here, and all of the staff at Sick Kids Hospital, well, there are no words to say how wonderful they are... but you know...
I love you Baby Boy. To the Moon and Back.
Love Momma

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

St. Valentine's Day

Mr. Twinkle Toes, I am so sad. I want you here with me. I wanted to give you your first Valentines today. Daddy would have given you the biggest chocolate heart, and eaten it himself (and given you some, to upset me) I would have given you the book called Snuggle Puppy. I wanted to buy it for you today, but couldn't. I wanted to try to sing the Snuggle Puppy song out loud, but couldn't do that either.
I miss you so much, and I can't believe that next week will mark one year that you've been here and gone again.
I love you, to the Moon and Back.
Love
Momma