Good to be home

Hello Mr. Twinkle Toes. What a day daddy and I had. Auntie Sarah, Uncle Al, Nolan and Aidan were so happy to see us. As soon as Nolan saw Uncle Joe, that was it... it was all about Uncle Joe. We got to see Nolan's new bike helmet, his doll Zoe, and watched a video of Elmocise- a dance video that Nolan dances too. It was a wonderful day. Daddy went out with Uncle Joe and I got to visit Autie Sarah, Nolan and Aidan. It made me miss you though. I did really well, but it was so hard when Aidan held onto my finger, I never got to feel you hold my finger, you were just to sick. I keep telling myself, whats important is that you felt me hold your hand. and I hope that made you feel better. Nolan made you a wonderful picture Jack, the morning you were born, he gave it to Daddy and I to put in your special memory box, but I'll leave it out for you to see first. I wish you were here with us to see it. I love you baby boy. Nolan kept saying Baby Jack when he saw your picture. I'm so glad his mommy and daddy will make sure he and Aidan know you.
I Love you so much, to the moon and back.
Love Moma

Family

Hi Baby Boy, tomorrow we are going to visit Auntie Sarah and Uncle Al, Nolan and Aidan. I am really looking forward to seeing them, but my stomach hurts. We're suposed to have you to bring over, to meet your cousins, and now I don't have anything to bring over but pictures and its not fair. I know they are looking forward to seeing all our beautiful pictures, so you'd better believe I'll show them off proudly. I sure am thankfull for Al and Sarah, they are wonderful, and they love you very much Jack. I'll tell you about our visit tomorrow.
I love you
Moma

You're Beautiful

Hi Baby Boy, It has been a rough couple of days here. Your daddy and I miss you so much, and I know you miss us too. I am thinking today about how very beautiful you are, just like your daddy. He says so many wonderful things about me, but you and I both know don't we Jack, who the strong one is. Ok, We take turns being the stong one. I never could have immagined I'd have to live without you Jack, I don't know how to. In all this the only thing your daddy and I can do is hold onto eachother, and I'm sure not going to let your daddy go, and I know he won't let me either. I love your daddy with all my heart and soul. Your grandma W. said it best, he is my rock of gibralter, and I am his strength too. Shine bright up there Mr. Twinkle Toes, so everyone can see how beautiful you are.
Love Moma

Your Mom sure is Great!

Hi Jack

Dad here

Just getting ready to go to work . I for got to say last night in all my rantings that your Momma sure is the greatest. When I got home from work yesterday she had dinner ready and waiting and she was all dressed up and lookin' beautiful and she even had her pearls on! now that's a wife for ya:) hehehehe.
I could not have gotten through the last few months if your Momma wasn't here for me.

Thanks Baby Girl

Got to get ready for work now.

Love ya Buddy

Dad

Summers almost here

Hey Jack

I guess I have alot to say tonight. I don't know if your Momma has told you yet, but she had a good idea . She was thinking about inviting everyone over to our house for a family and friends bar-B que and get together, to talk about you and share stories about when you were in your Mommas tummy (Your Momma looked so beautiful when you were in there). I think it's a good idea. The nice weather is coming so I hope your gonna get a chance to go out and walk all around the trees and flowers.
I saw a single little star tonight and I showed your Momma and we both agreed and it was you.

Good night Buddy

Love Dad

It was all you buddy, and nobody else!

Hey Buddy

Dad here, just sitting up late and thinking alot about you tonight. I went and talked to a really nice lady today, we talked about you and we talked about how your Momma and I are doing. I mentioned how just before you left us you opened your eyes and looked at both your momma and me , and how special that was. I believe that was all you, that was You looking at us, nobody else. This whole God thing has gotten me really upset lately, when people say that you are in a better place (Heaven) and you are sitting with God, I just want to scream and say that you are not in a better place, you should be right here with your Momma and your Dad, and if this "God" is so great why would he steal a baby from the arms of a loveing and caring couple who have done nothing wrong. I believe that you are somewhere really nice and you are with your great Grandpa Townes and your just looking at us and missing us, like we miss you. Sorry about ranting there, but I'm just so upset about all of this "God" stuff right now, why can't people just not say that stuff.
Love you forever and ever Buddy

Love Dad

How'd I do?

Hi Mr. Twinkle Toes, I've been thinking all night about how I did being a Moma. Were you comfortable when I held you, did you know how much I loved you? I don't remember talking to you all that much when I had you in my arms. I think I was in awe that I actually had you, but I wanted to say so many things. I know you can hear me now where you are, but its not the same. I'm sorry I never told you with my voice all I wanted to when I had the chance.
I love you Baby Boy, I hope and pray you knew that, and know it now.
Love Moma

Flowers

Good Morning Baby Boy. I've decided on one part of my tattoo for you. It's a flower called "Morning Glory" the spiritual meaning for it is ~a new perspective and finding a new meaning in life~ it fits perfectly having had you, you were my new perspective, and now that you're not here, finding a new meaing in life is what I have to do. I also just love the name Morning Glory. It makes me smile. I love you with all my heart baby boy, and I'll find a way to be Ok, one step at a time. Don't you worry, I'm keeping your Daddy right beside me too, you know that I love him, to the moon and back, just like you.
Love Moma

Had a good time buddy

Hey Buddy

Hope your having a good day. I ended up going out the other night and I had a good time, I'm glad your momma got me to go out. Today is pretty dark out and your momma is in T.O. visiting your Grandma and Grandpa W, she will be home soon.
Were you playing with Stan the other night in your room? he was talking to someone and jumping around, your momma and I just figured it was you chasing him around. I'm watching Happy Days right now , you would have loved the show.
Take Care Buddy

Love

DAD